So maybe stopping my medication abruptly wasn’t the best plan.
So maybe I should have learned this from the last 8 billion times I’ve decided I didn’t “want my thought-process altered” and that my emotional stability was all a placebo effect. My insomnia has returned, arms swinging. I hope this is only a one-night thing. I was planning on walking to work tomorrow but chances of that happening are looking slim as I lay here frying in my irrational anxieties. My heart and my thoughts are tripping madly over cobblestones, my limbs are twitching. I turn over and back until I’m dizzy. I’ve been here before, and it’s no better or worse than ever. Just when I really thought I was normal. Fuck. I’m going to go smoke a cigarette and pop and unnecessary amount of pills.

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