I feel incredibly detached from all my old friends. We are different people. I just don’t know if I’m really ready to just move on.

It’s been very refreshing to meet some new people, or one new person rather. Though I guess I’m laying all my bets on it.

I’ve been a complete fucking mess all week and I don’t see how thats so hard for people to understand, or just notice. I can’t deal with my life.