School starts again in(oh God) two days. Of my 8 million goals for this summer I haven't completed any. In fact, yesterdays goal was just go to the gym to relieve stress. Instead I went home and continued my work on plated desserts for my portfolio until it was insanely late. I knew that I had a wedding cake to decorate today(let alone Saturday work) and I was too tired to prep my supplies for the cake, or to clean the mess I made of the kitchen. The huge mess. I was actually keeping clean most of the day but once I hit the point of so tired my vision stops working I just left everything as is and attempted to go to sleep. But cake-panic set in and I got about an hour last night. Then I worked a full day before making the cake which I thought would take 2 hours but ended up taking 5. FIVE. And now I still can't sleep but I must. Agh
I'm sensing the impending doom of a (soon-to-be-failed)self-improvement binge coming on. My dreams are getting too large, let's just start with one thing. One. Today I will go to the gym and get in an aerobic workout, purely to decrease my stress about school starting up again on Tuesday. One thing. One. That is my goal for today.